Sometimes It's hard to being pretended.
Yes it's So hard.
But when I try to be honest,
What happened next??
Disappointed,
Happiness,
Or what else ?
Too much hesitate..
When I was struggle for my first love,
it's never easy.
Seems like a drama.
there was so complicated. I'm tired..
I need to do something.
Yeah something which made me more stronger and of course make me feel more relieved.
To being honest is so hard.
may it will be so hurt.
Including hurt by your self :")
I say that I don't need to be with you.
But I've to say that with struggle.
I mean a struggle to being pretended.
Sorry for deny.
I just try to protect by self.
I didn't get my heartbroken again.
It's so hurt. don't you know ????
Can see you again it's enough for me.
No more, no!!
Now I cant fall for you with a honestly,
Not in a silence again.
You already know that.
But I just want to cry.
I shy, I'm afraid and actually I don't want to do that.
you know it but you let me do..
They say times change memory don't.
But in fact time can change everything.
And you..
You are change by the time..
I don't want to see you again.
Goodbye first love.
I just want to open my new day with new hope with my future.
I don't want to live in my past anymore...
I will erase my track.
So easy to do that!
Yeah look like essay but so hurting..
But I've to do that!!!
I just need to cry cause I really need it...
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